Starting over
I love living down the river from a major city
im feeling talismanic
Personally, instagram served me as a costume for me to be who I thought I wanted to be A clown costume so to speak. in school I couldn’t face my peers, as time went on I eventually became bit of a class clown probably as this gave me a reaction out of my peers that I could predict. As someone who has tried so hard to mask over the years, Instagram was my outlet to be myself in the way that I knew how to be me It will no longer serve me as a costume However, this website is a window
I care about art and I care about beauty that’s how I ground every single thing that I think, is about pursuit of beauty
I cannot keep enough of myself to myself. My hunger for closeness overwhelms my concern for my own safety. In a poignant bid to hold others' attention, I lay out secrets that I would have been wiser to take to the grave. Oversharers can bring entertainment to social life, as we believe contact with other humans should be about getting to the marrow of things. The difficulty lies in the toll these divulgences impose on the oversharer themselves. Now that the laughter has dissipated, an urge to invite others into their deep self without the strength to impose the barest of checks on who they might be. A painful developmental story tends to lie behind the compulsion. We fail to understand the risks of overexposure when we have suffered in environments in which so little sincere or real was ever exchanged. Such is the promise and lure of togetherness. We might make a kind of armour in this direction. We might with time make our peace with remaining somewhat more mysterious. We might more judiciously weigh up the benefits of a sugar rush of disclosure against the slower satisfactions of safety. Not because we want to be unkind or boring, but because our first priority has become to look after ourselves. it isn't - we can learn - any reason to panic if we are still talking about what someone did over the weekend or their favourite kind of gloves after the first course. we aren't dull at heart, we're just calmly working out (in a process that could take months or years) whether we've stumbled on one of those very rare characters who truly to hear from the deepest parts of us.
Hi. I am learning. and getting to know myself this summer.
I am going to set all of you free. I'm going to set all of you free and you're going to worship me as a liberator
Gaia quote - I just really love my friends
I'm in my living room reading a philosophy book and watching love island
We're big
Hi, I've been learning 'coding' so I can make this 'website'
I love to discuss the world and its mysteries with my Mother. It's a profound pleasure to watch her philosophise, because no one will take me and my queries more seriously than she does.
Three reasons why Andy is one of the best human beings on Earth: He lives in the moment, he can find joy in the simple things, and he gives my life meaning!